John 12:20-26, NRSV:
20 Now among those who went up to worship at the festival were some Greeks.21 They came to Philip, who was from Bethsaida in Galilee, and said to him, “Sir, we wish to see Jesus.” 22 Philip went and told Andrew; then Andrew and Philip went and told Jesus. 23 Jesus answered them, “The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. 24 Very truly, I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. 25 Those who love their life lose it, and those who hate their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. 26 Whoever serves me must follow me, and where I am, there will my servant be also. Whoever serves me, the Father will honor.
This is another one of the tough teachings of Jesus in John. Brought to you by the same Gospel that quotes Jesus telling his disciples to eat his flesh and drink his blood. Now we’re supposed to “hate” our lives?
My mind asks this question… could it be, perhaps, that even our own life could be an idol if we love it more than we love the Lord? Could even our own life take God’s place as #1? The answer seems an obvious yes. Yes it can.
Here again, in the midst of Holy Week, especially in the midst of Holy Week, we are reminded that a death is involved in Christianity. And the death is mine… in Christ.